14072011 , 5.44PM DEAR iloveyou


28.7.11

dear



bernice koh pei xuan
am i in love with you ?
yes i  do
of course im fucking in love with you gilerr


dear
no matter what i do
i do it for you


dear
you're not bad
i accept you just the way you are


please
i beg you 
dont you ever
ever hurt yourself
its hurting me
when i see you in pain
its hurting me
when i see you cry


dear
promise me ?
dont you everever cry because of me
never blame yourself
in every fight
its my fault


bernice
im sorry if i cant be a perfect girlfriend
im sorry dear


here, 
i just want to say
no matter what happen 
i promise you
thai i wont never  leave you
i'll be there
beside you
the moment you go into the operation room
even its hard for me to accept the truth
but i'll try girlgirl
i will
start from now
i will appreciate all our moment that we spend together
because i afraid to lose you
i scared dear


i dont want to fall cry again and again
i just want you to be there
when i cry all alone
i just need you to be there


i'll always keep you safe dear
when you hurt yourself
im totally sad
you dont have any idea how i feel
please do takecare of yourself  okay
when everytime i said
im afraid to lose you
did you ever know 
why i keep on saying like that ?
it's because im very very very worry of you
when everytime you fall sick
i sad
because i afraid
if you sleep and never wake up
you know what i mean


dear 
the moment you hold my hands tightly
and say 
' i l o v e  y o u '
im melting
you just make me feel calm and warm
i need you forever
nobody ever gonna takecare of me better than you
i'll promise you my heart
trust me my dear
i wont find others
the moment you hug me 
i feel safe with you
every night 
my sleep wont perfect without hear your voice
my day wont perfect without your words
'syafiqa najeeha i love you'
the moment you called my name 'najee haha'
you just cheer me up


dear you know how to take my heart
my dear girlgirl 
feel  my heart
then you will know how big this love for you
you're the one who i needed the most
dont go